Seeking ...
Around three o’clock last week, a quiet panic set in.
The magnetic wallet attached to my phone—the one holding my driver’s license and credit card—was gone.
For hours, we searched. My parents helped. We retraced steps, called stores, checked every obvious place and then checked them again. Glen calmly walked me room by room, asking, “What about here?” Nothing.
By the time evening rolled around, I gave up. I was exhausted—mentally, emotionally, spiritually. I decided I’d stop worrying about it, at least for the night.
But sometime in the middle of the night, I woke up with a thought that felt less like a question and more like an invitation:
You searched for that wallet like your life depended on it. Do you seek the Lord that way?
It didn’t land as shame—it landed as love. I felt completely wrapped in God’s presence, as if He was saying, I’ve got plenty. And I’ve got you.
The words echoed clearly: “You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart.”
I realized then that beneath my frantic searching had been embarrassment and fear—shame over losing something important. And right there in the quiet of the night, that shame was lifted.
The next morning, I felt peaceful. Not driven to search anymore. After chatting with my mom upstairs, I went back downstairs to grab my phone and noticed it had fallen under the bed. When I pulled it out—
There it was.
The wallet. Right where we’d already looked.
I laughed. I praised God. I was thrilled. But more than relieved, I was aware. The real gift had come before the wallet was ever found: the reminder of love, the release of shame, the gentle re-centering of my heart.
Yes, the wallet was found.
But the truer story is this: when I seek Him with my whole heart, I find Him—and even when I’m distracted or ashamed, He’s already there, holding me, saying, You are loved more than you can imagine.
And that’s the found wallet story … showed me what and how I’m seeking and whom i’m found in.